It's Ash Wednesday and I have ashes on my head

I couldn't make it to mass today but I did put a bunch of ashes on my head so that people who see me will think I'm a good, holy person. I think I put too much up there though. Plus, isn't it supposed to look like a cross? 😟  I mean, right now as I type this I was just looking in the mirror and I have a bunch of it basically just falling off the top of my head. The only good part is that it's definitely making my hairline look a lot better.